BDSM Blog Part 8. In the ignore corner

BDSM Blog Part 8. On ignore.

English/Dutch translation at the bottom of the page.

When in a horny mood I stuck my finger in Boss' ass without permission, he immediately punished me by fucking me in my ass without warning and without lube. Afterwards, when I bled profusely and blurted out that he was a bastard, he left angrily without kissing me goodbye, which I felt very sorry for. Whereas Boss always gives me my well-deserved goodbye kiss, this time he walked right past me. Unfortunately, this did not turn out to be my only punishment....

When I apologise humbly via whatsapp after he leaves, he ignores me. Of course. Actually, I didn't expect anything else, but not apologising isn't an option either, of course.

When he has not responded by evening, I venture another message.

"I understand very well that you are angry, Boss. I should never have done what I did without permission. It was more than right for you to punish me. I should also never have said you are a bastard. Because you are not. I am a disobedient slave who deserved to be put in her place. "

No answer.

I know it will work out in the end, but it still doesn't sit well with me. I regret my words and cannot catch sleep.

I hate it when Boss is angry with me. Especially when he doesn't accept my apology. Despite the knot in my stomach, I finally fall asleep around three o'clock in the morning only to be startled awake an hour later by a deafening thunderstorm.

The rain clatters against the bedroom window and I miss my King more than ever. In my mind I hear over and over again the words he said. "If you want me to come back you will have to earn this." At the idea that it could be a very long time before I get to see him again, I even shed a few tears.

As I lie wide awake listening to the rain and staring at the ceiling, the room is suddenly lit up by a white bright lightning bolt that makes my eye catch the overflowing bookshelves hanging on the wall opposite my bed. Just when I think I need to clear those out I get a great idea. Literally a 'flash of insight'.

"If you want me to come back you will have to earn this."

That's it! This is the way to earn Baas back. All the old books go out and an altar for Boss comes in!

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